• The One Where He Gets Down on One Knee
    ,

    The One Where He Gets Down on One Knee

    In case you haven’t guessed from the title, I have something to tell… I’m engaged!

  • I Love Like I’ve Been Hurt
    , ,

    I Love Like I’ve Been Hurt

    The phrase ‘Dance like no one’s watching, sing like no one’s listening, and love like you’ve never been hurt’ is not something new. Dance like no one’s watching? Oh yes I do that, because otherwise, how would I get myself to dance? Sing like no one’s listening, I do that too. Sometimes in the bathroom,…

  • Questions
    ,

    Questions

    image source You know how people say, ‘I wish I’d had more courage’ or ‘I didn’t love him enough. I wish I had’? With me, it’s the exact opposite. I wish I’d toned down my courage, I wish I hadn’t loved so deeply. I wish I could just walk away and say, ‘Fuck it. Fuck…

  • ,

    How It is to Unlove Someone

    There are times in life when our fondness to someone is too much, to the point where it causes nothing but agony. There are times in life, when we wish we didn’t care that much, that we didn’t love someone that much, that we could take a step back and become strangers again. But like all…

  • , , ,

    On the Memory of Christmas

    I always say that I don’t know if last Christmas was a curse, or a gift. The day I met a stranger, danced with him, and fell in love. Of course, at first it was just a physical attraction, probably with a bit of help from the sangria and wine. Later on, the feeling built…

  • It Was Raining the Day You Left
    , , , ,

    It Was Raining the Day You Left

    The weather had been good for a couple of days, but the day you left, it was raining. When I woke up and went outside for smoking, I was surprised to find the soil was wet, and there were puddles in the backyard. That didn’t help at all. Already I was feeling gloomy, and the weather…

  • ,

    Still

    My admiration for you goes back a long way, to a few years ago. Since that, I’ve had a folder in my laptop that contains over forty unpublished drafts. I also have not one, not two, but three playlists about you. I still keep a stack of your photos, stored inside a box with ‘flash…

  • On Welcoming November

    Welcome again, November. You know how I feel about you, and how I always wish the same thing each year, over and over again. I don’t think it will ever stop, you know I’ve always had a soft spot for you. So here’s for you, for those old memories, and for the wondrous world out…

  • Unintentional Eavesdropping
    ,

    Unintentional Eavesdropping

    There are many times when I accidentally hear a conversation I don’t want to hear. For most of the time, I can leave straight away, but there are times when there’s no escape, like a conversation I happened to hear this morning. “You know how some people regret loving someone in the past because it’s…

  • On Bright Colors and Running

    On Bright Colors and Running

    My fondness of bright colors has been restored since the day you convinced me to run with you, literally. Being my least favorite sport, I’ve avoided running since… forever. So thank you, for the bright colors (and the running, both literally and figuratively).